Growing Up

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I found a disk labeled 'Summer 2002 pictures' amongst my things back home as I was trying to find anything of importance I could salvage. What I found there was incredible. Not only have I not seen many of these people since that summer, but that summer was really a big turning point in what would end up being me. Whatever it is that I am.

I'm Evil, That's Why

It was when I really got into the whole electronica, the whole dj thing and specially live performances. It was also when everything that a movie I saw the other day (The Boys and Girls Guide to Getting Down), seemed to be true. Recreational activities (& drugs), were never as bad as what they said they were, and its all just part of the ritual. I never partook and I guess that's why they single 'the sober guy' in that movie aswell, as the one that can't be having fun.

I disagree, but I digress.

As fun as that summer was, I don't think that it is something that I can do anymore, or that I would even want to do again. Getting home at 5am every morning is no longer something I can do. Going to different people's houses and driving around aimlessly is no longer my idea of fun. I also have a calendar now days... I have grown up.

I have turned into an information whore that just spends every waking minute trying to filter all the multiple channels that I have access to. I believe I do a pretty good job at this too. Which is why I think that I need to put a little more time into this blog. I need to show more aspects of my life, other than just the whole thought process behind video games. The reason for doing this however, comes from a completely selfish place.

I believe that what I've been doing of just sharing opinions on my blog is kind of pointless. Specially since my topics are so varied, finding a real 'angle' for the blog has been kind of complicated but I think that I just got it. It needs to showcase who I am as an individual.

That is why it is Feli.pe, and Morouxshi.com has taken a back-seat and will be modified as my alter-ego site.

I like what I am now, I just need to make a record for when I realize how I've changed again.

I will link to that Flickr photoset when I am done organizing/cataloguing and filtering the pictures.